可曾试过。。。想念一个人的滋味？
那种在朋友面前嘻嘻哈哈，若无其事。。。
可是一静下来就闪过他微笑的样子。。。想着他的一言一语。。。
又或者总是在临睡前回忆起和他共同的回忆。。。
开心的回忆就傻笑。。。争执的，不开心的回忆就暗自流泪。。。
又或者总是在无聊时，发着呆时，看着你们之间的信息傻笑或伤心。。。
然后总是有股冲动好想见见他。。。看看他。。。
可曾试过。。。担心一个人的滋味？
那种知道他不开心就好想飞奔到他身边安慰他的感觉。。。
轻抚他的头发告诉他：“没事了，没事了，别不开心，还有我陪你”
可是距离只容许你打个电话安慰他。。。
又或者在他生病时担心着他吃药了没？康复了没？
尽管自己也是在生病。。。
又或者在他和朋友夜出时独自担心他。。。尽管从不曾念他。。。
可曾试过。。。为了一个人哭泣的滋味？
那种因为他的一句话耿耿于怀，闷在心中一整天。。。
然后回到家中。。。躲在被窝里大哭特哭。。。
哭到隔天眼睛肿肿却若无其事的和他嘻嘻哈哈。。。
尽管他已察觉了。。。却假装坚强的说：“没有啊”
又或者因为他无法给你任何承诺，不要你为他等待。。。
于是心抽了一下。。。泪水慢慢滑落。。。却不放声大哭。。。
可曾试过。。。为了一个人开心的滋味？
那种要和他出去所以开心了几天。。。
自我幻想着那天要去这里去那里。。。可是实际上到了那天却不是那样。。。
你只希望静静的看着听着他说话。。。想把他的模样放进心里。。。
又或者因为在无聊时有他的陪伴。。。有他陪你斗嘴。。。所以开心。。。
又或者在你在你生日将近时。。。当他问你要什么生日礼物时。。。
暗自开心着。。。尽管嘴上说不用。。。因为心疼他才买了电话又要花钱。。。
开心着他的心意。。。就算真的没有礼物也无所谓。。。
因为只要他唱生日歌。。。就够了。。。
可曾试过。。。为了一个人当坏人的滋味？
那种只在他面前当坏人的感觉。。。
只在他面前任性，耍赖，刁蛮。。。
只因为想听他哄着自己说：“好啦。。。好啦。。。”
又或者只在他面前挑他语病然后假装生气。。。当小气鬼。。。
只因为想听他哄着自己说：“不要酱。。。很小气耶你。。。”
又或者在他嘲笑自己时故意停下脚步或加快脚步。。。
好让他以为自己真的生气了。。。上前来哄你。。。
这些感觉。。。我珍惜着。。。深怕有天会失去。。。
可是却无法将它们都上锁。。。然后紧握在自己手里。。。
因为。。。我不想自私的把他捆绑。。。
因为他有他的理想，他的目标，他的心愿，他的爸爸。。。
所以我只能留恋于这些感觉。。。却无法拥有它。。。
所以我只能等待他。。。
就算他不要我等他。。。就算最后可能陪在他身边的不是我。。。
可是这是我的选择。。。我知道我不会后悔。。。
因为是他。。。
因为是他，，，所以我愿意等待。。。
因为是他。。。所以我的心抽痛。。。
因为是他。。。所以我不能自私。。。
因为是他。。。所以我愿意辛苦。。。
因为是他。。。所以我放任我的手。。。不让别人牵。。。
只为等待他的双手
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这是一个我在facebook看到的note。
写得真的很贴切。
等待让人真的觉得很累，
可是又舍不得放手。
哈哈！人啊!
干吗要这样作践自己呢？
就让一切都顺起自然吧！
看着这样的一个心情，
突然有这样的一个想法。
这个世界上真的没有童话故事吗？
王子跟公主真的不能开开心心的在一起吗？
我一直都相信爱情是美丽的。
可是，
残酷的世界让我知道这一切的一切都只是个幻觉。
应该这样说，
错的不是爱情！
错的是时间。
Sunday, May 23, 2010
Saturday, May 22, 2010
Personality Test
I found a personality test which was quite accurate. This were the results:
Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
P/s: choon how, accurate boh? haha!! =)
Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
P/s: choon how, accurate boh? haha!! =)
Friday, May 21, 2010
Friendship
I've decided to write this post in english, so some of you could understand(Sorry ah if I have lots of grammar error, my Eng is very weak). I guess, everyone of us have already know about the news that kel and tim are leaving. Obviously, everyone was sad about it. But, look at the bright side, they are still studying in the same building as us! =)
Since we're taking a diffrent program, I know it seems hard for us to maintain our friendship. But what can we do is to try.I'm sure if we try hard enough, we can still remain as close freinds. Haih! no more lunch and yam cha session together so often already. It's ok, few times in a month to hang out together is fine enough. We can still have our heart to heart pillow talk and organize trip together, like the previous kuantan and genting trip. No matter which program we're taking, what's important is that every momment we've been through together is already the fact! And it would last forever and ever as a memory in our lives.
So, don't feel bad or hard in making this decision. It's all about your future, you don't need to care about us(although i know you will. HAHA!!).All I can say here is, wish both of you all the best in the future! But, I know that life wouldn't be that FUN without us. HAHA! But it's ok, we can still hang out together some other time. So don't worry!
Kelvin,
HAHA! No more copying calculus answer from me already. Do yourself la! No more lame jokes from me too. Cheer up ok? Btw, stop being an emo kid and don't think so much la! =)
Timothy,
Steamboat next time again ok? HAHA! Don't worry, we will help you take care of shalee. We won't let anyone get near her(I mean guys). HAHA!
Katrina,
Don't be so sad lah! At least we can still study together and you can still be with Nic. HAHA! Don't keep on putting the blame on yourself, It's not your fault. Like what Kelvin said, It is JPA's fault! =)
It really doesn't matter. At least our friendship is still there. =)
Our LOL spirit! WOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!
Since we're taking a diffrent program, I know it seems hard for us to maintain our friendship. But what can we do is to try.I'm sure if we try hard enough, we can still remain as close freinds. Haih! no more lunch and yam cha session together so often already. It's ok, few times in a month to hang out together is fine enough. We can still have our heart to heart pillow talk and organize trip together, like the previous kuantan and genting trip. No matter which program we're taking, what's important is that every momment we've been through together is already the fact! And it would last forever and ever as a memory in our lives.
So, don't feel bad or hard in making this decision. It's all about your future, you don't need to care about us(although i know you will. HAHA!!).All I can say here is, wish both of you all the best in the future! But, I know that life wouldn't be that FUN without us. HAHA! But it's ok, we can still hang out together some other time. So don't worry!
Kelvin,
HAHA! No more copying calculus answer from me already. Do yourself la! No more lame jokes from me too. Cheer up ok? Btw, stop being an emo kid and don't think so much la! =)
Timothy,
Steamboat next time again ok? HAHA! Don't worry, we will help you take care of shalee. We won't let anyone get near her(I mean guys). HAHA!
Katrina,
Don't be so sad lah! At least we can still study together and you can still be with Nic. HAHA! Don't keep on putting the blame on yourself, It's not your fault. Like what Kelvin said, It is JPA's fault! =)
It really doesn't matter. At least our friendship is still there. =)
Our LOL spirit! WOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!
Thursday, May 20, 2010
火锅大餐
继云顶的火锅大餐后，
今天我们九个人又去88吃了自助餐的火锅。
这次的九个人包括kelvin, katrina, nicholas, jayshen, shalee, timothy, mukun, yeesheng , edward和我。
我们从晚上8点吃到11点，
真是有够夸张！哈哈！
这边的食物虽然比云顶多，
可是云顶的酱比较好吃。
可惜，这次我们没有烧虾，
只是去烧肉而已。
这边比较特别的是，
他还有BBQ呢！
没想到的是，
yee sheng 也蛮会烧东西的。
煎蛋和烧kaya puff最好吃！
kelvin 烧的肉也是一极棒！
我们全部都饱到很想要吐。哈哈！
不过，
真的很开心。
大家一起开开心心吃东西的感觉真的很好。
不管吃什么，
大家在一起就好了。
真希望我们能维持这样的友谊。
这段友谊来得不易，我们大家都要好好珍惜！
我们下次再去吃过别间的火锅好吗？=)
我真的很喜欢大家一起吃火锅的感觉。
今天我们九个人又去88吃了自助餐的火锅。
这次的九个人包括kelvin, katrina, nicholas, jayshen, shalee, timothy, mukun, yeesheng , edward和我。
我们从晚上8点吃到11点，
真是有够夸张！哈哈！
这边的食物虽然比云顶多，
可是云顶的酱比较好吃。
可惜，这次我们没有烧虾，
只是去烧肉而已。
这边比较特别的是，
他还有BBQ呢！
没想到的是，
yee sheng 也蛮会烧东西的。
煎蛋和烧kaya puff最好吃！
kelvin 烧的肉也是一极棒！
我们全部都饱到很想要吐。哈哈！
不过，
真的很开心。
大家一起开开心心吃东西的感觉真的很好。
不管吃什么，
大家在一起就好了。
真希望我们能维持这样的友谊。
这段友谊来得不易，我们大家都要好好珍惜！
我们下次再去吃过别间的火锅好吗？=)
我真的很喜欢大家一起吃火锅的感觉。
Monday, May 17, 2010
第一天开学
休息了两个星期，终于开学了！
要准备开始进入忙碌的生活了。
今天，我们正式到TBS上课了。
相信每个人都不习惯在那里上课。
lift又慢，
没地方lepak，
课室又难找，
问题真是多啊！
新老师也不如旧的好。
真的开始想念12楼了。
想念大家一起上课，
一起在12楼那而等吃午餐，
一起在图书馆讲话和读书。
虽然开学了，
可是还会有少少的空虚。
可能是因为熟悉的面孔都不在了吧！
Jason, Chye Hong, Choon How, Wei Quan,
这四个是我以前天天都会见的人，
现在，都已经各奔东西了。（虽然今天还看到Chye Hong and Choon How）
看着某些地方，
全部的回忆都会跟着涌了上来。
脑海里，就会像在播映着这一段段的回忆。
让人也不经意的回想起很多事情，
尤其是关于Theatre的。
虽然说旧的不去，新的不来。
可是，我比较希望时间是停止在那个时候。
那一个我们可以天天见面的时候，
一起吃饭，一起玩乐，
一起排练Theatre的时候。
可惜，
时间是不能倒流的，
我们只能永远的向前跑。
这些回忆只能永远都在我们的脑海中。
你们每一个，我都好想念啊！<3
要准备开始进入忙碌的生活了。
今天，我们正式到TBS上课了。
相信每个人都不习惯在那里上课。
lift又慢，
没地方lepak，
课室又难找，
问题真是多啊！
新老师也不如旧的好。
真的开始想念12楼了。
想念大家一起上课，
一起在12楼那而等吃午餐，
一起在图书馆讲话和读书。
虽然开学了，
可是还会有少少的空虚。
可能是因为熟悉的面孔都不在了吧！
Jason, Chye Hong, Choon How, Wei Quan,
这四个是我以前天天都会见的人，
现在，都已经各奔东西了。（虽然今天还看到Chye Hong and Choon How）
看着某些地方，
全部的回忆都会跟着涌了上来。
脑海里，就会像在播映着这一段段的回忆。
让人也不经意的回想起很多事情，
尤其是关于Theatre的。
虽然说旧的不去，新的不来。
可是，我比较希望时间是停止在那个时候。
那一个我们可以天天见面的时候，
一起吃饭，一起玩乐，
一起排练Theatre的时候。
可惜，
时间是不能倒流的，
我们只能永远的向前跑。
这些回忆只能永远都在我们的脑海中。
你们每一个，我都好想念啊！<3
Sunday, May 16, 2010
拥抱
拥抱最能带给人的是一份安全感。
一份能让人依靠的感觉。
让人能把所有的烦劳都忘了的感觉。
跟不同的人拥抱，
会有不同的感觉。
跟朋友的拥抱，
是一份鼓励，一份加油。
跟家人的拥抱，
是一份温暖，一份支持。
跟情人的拥抱，
却是一份安全感，一份幸福。
每一个感觉都对我们很重要。
尤其是在我们人生中低潮的时候。
今天，看着外面下起的雨。
我突然很想要一个拥抱。
一个能给我力量的拥抱，
让我能够继续走下去。
这就是我最想要的。
一个真心诚意的拥抱，那就够了！
一份能让人依靠的感觉。
让人能把所有的烦劳都忘了的感觉。
跟不同的人拥抱，
会有不同的感觉。
跟朋友的拥抱，
是一份鼓励，一份加油。
跟家人的拥抱，
是一份温暖，一份支持。
跟情人的拥抱，
却是一份安全感，一份幸福。
每一个感觉都对我们很重要。
尤其是在我们人生中低潮的时候。
今天，看着外面下起的雨。
我突然很想要一个拥抱。
一个能给我力量的拥抱，
让我能够继续走下去。
这就是我最想要的。
一个真心诚意的拥抱，那就够了！
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
I / O Blog Review
Portable media devices(I-Pod)
Input
1) touch screen-touch sensitive display device where it is respond to out finger motion2) voice input- where the devices can detect our voices and carry out many functions
Output
1) wireless speakers- instead of listening to music through our earphone. we can purchase speakers for the device.2) LCD monitors and screen- screen sizes from 1.5 inches to 3.5 inches.
Advantages
1) wireless speakers- sound can be heard clearer and our ears wouldn't be so painful when wearing the earphone the whole day
2)LCD monitors and screen- we can have a clearer view of images and video.
Disadvantages
1) touch screen- sometimes it is too sensitive as you only touch a bit, it will select a particular file easily although you don't mean to open that file.
2) voice input- if we're sick and our voice changes. It is not convenient to use voice input anymore. As it can only detect our similar voice.
This product is useful to me because it is very light and easy to carry it to anywhere. As the size of it is not very big, so it just need a small place to store it. Moreover, it is also very convenient as when we want to listen to music or watch a video, we just need to take out the I-pod and pluck in the earphones. Then, we can start doing our stuff. The storage capacity is also quite big, so we can store more pictures, music and video. Since the I-pod is way more smaller than the computer, so it is more convenient to bring out.
Advantages
1) wireless speakers- sound can be heard clearer and our ears wouldn't be so painful when wearing the earphone the whole day
2)LCD monitors and screen- we can have a clearer view of images and video.
Disadvantages
1) touch screen- sometimes it is too sensitive as you only touch a bit, it will select a particular file easily although you don't mean to open that file.
2) voice input- if we're sick and our voice changes. It is not convenient to use voice input anymore. As it can only detect our similar voice.
This product is useful to me because it is very light and easy to carry it to anywhere. As the size of it is not very big, so it just need a small place to store it. Moreover, it is also very convenient as when we want to listen to music or watch a video, we just need to take out the I-pod and pluck in the earphones. Then, we can start doing our stuff. The storage capacity is also quite big, so we can store more pictures, music and video. Since the I-pod is way more smaller than the computer, so it is more convenient to bring out.
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